HELLO PPL.....I beleive u got so bored of me and my stincky blog...that i never update....but hopefully i will be having a new look + new entries very soon....sooo....keep waitin.....tell then...ciao

hello erey body..how r u /

SEEMS LIKE TEACHERS LOVE VACATIONS MORE THAN KIDS AND STUDENTS....

TODAY IS MY 1ST DAY OF VACATION...IM KINDA HAOOY BUT AT THE SAME TIME NOT MUCH COZ ITS MORE LIKE A STUDYING VACATION..COZ I GOT 4 EXAMS AFTER VACATION DIRECTLY....

WELL I M SOO HAPPY TOO COZ I GOT MY 1ST SALORY...BUT GUESS HOW MUCH..REMEMBER WEHN I TIOLD U THAT WHEN I FIRST WENT TO SCHOOL AND THEY TOLD ME THEY WONT PAY ME MORE THAN 100 sr...AND WHEN I TALKED TO THE BOSS HE SAID THE MOST 1200 AND IF I WNT MORE I WILL HAVE TO WORK IN THEIR COLLEGE BUT U KNWO I CANT SINCE I GOT MY OWN COLLEGE TO STUDY FOR AND GO TO...SO I AGREED TO WHATEVER THEY WERE GOING TO PAY ..BUT ALL LAST MONTH I WASNT SURE HOW MUCH...AND I DIDNT BOTHER TO ASK COZ I WANTED TO SHOW THEM THAT IM BETTER AND HIGHER THAN THAT...

BUT I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN I WENT TO TAKE MY MONEY...IMAGINE THEY DECIDED TO PAY ME 1500sr...I COULDNT BELIEVE MYSELF ...I COULDNT HIDE MY SMILE...COZ I DIDNT EXPECT MORE THAN 1200...IT WAS PRETTY GOOD THEY PROBABLY APPRECIATED MY HARD AND GOOD WORK....

UI THINK I DESERVE EACH RIYAL FROM MY SLORY COZ I WORKED REALLY HARD ...AND HELPED AS MUCH AS I COULD...BUT THEY GAME ME 1300 FOR THIS MONTH COZ I STAERTED WORK AT THE 5TH OF LAST MONTH SO THEY DEDUCTED THE 1ST 4 DAYS ...COZ THEY PAY FOR ALL THE TEACHER S AT THE SAME DAY WHICH IS THE LAST DAY OF ECAH MONTH...BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT DUNNO WHAT TO DO WITH THEM

SO I GAVE MY DAD THE 1000 TO SAVE IT FOR ME(LOL LIKE KIDS0AND TOOK THE 300 FOR THIS MONTH..

ANYWAYS IM HAPPY FOR SOEMTHING ELSE TOO...REMEMBR TGHIS WOMAN THAT I WORK WITH AND USED TO COZ ME PROBLEMS WITH MY FAMILY AND DEPRESSION..AND NEVER LIKED MY WORK....

WELL NOW SHE IS THE BEST PERSON WITH ME ...AND SHE IS TRYING TO HELP ME CHANGE MY FAMILY..AND THE WAY THEY TRAET ME ...COZ SHE BELIVED THAT I AM AN ANGEL AND IM SMART AND SHOULDNT BE TREATED THAT BADLY...AND THIS IS MY AGE AND I DESERVE TO GET EVERYTHING I ASK FOR ...AND LIVE FREELY LIKE ANYOTHER TEENAGER...AND EVEN BETTER COZ IM NOT IN A NORMALENVIRONMENT SINCE IM IN KSA IN SUCH AN AGE...BUT THE PROBLEM THAT MY MUM DOESNT WANT TO BE BETTER ...SHE S=THINGS THAT I TELL THAT5 WOMAN AND PPL LOES...THAT IS Y THEY FEEL SORRY FOR ME...BUT NIO I NEBVER TELL LIES ...ITS THE BEST THING ABOUT ME COZ EVEN IF I SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT U I HAVE NO PROBLEM OR FARE TO TELL U INFRONT OF U FACE....AND I DO ADMIT MY MISTAKES AND LOUD VOICE AND TONE WITH MY MUM AND TRY TO CHANGE IT...

ANYWAYS....

IM SORRY FOR NOT WRITING ALL THIS TIME BUT COZ I WAS SO BUZY WITH SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK FOR COURSES FOR MY COLLEGE,,,CIAO NOW AND TAKE CARE

MARKI  sent me an e-mail days a ago saying(its a forward one that says)=

Strong Woman Vs A Woman of Strength

A strong woman works out every day to
keep her body in shape...

But a woman of strength builds relationships to keep her soul in shape.

A strong woman isn't afraid ofanything....

But a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her....

But a woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...

But a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be unexpected
blessings and capitalizes on them.

A strong woman wears a look of confidence on her face...

But a woman of strength wears grace.

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...

But a woman of strength has faith that  it is in the journey that she will become strong.

 

it MIGHT be right a women should not be afraid of anything..bla bla bla whatever is written up there^

but actually these days made me believer thats it is all wrong and completely rong....it made me hopeless ..i cant believe anything going on i cant trust anybody around me...

everythin everybody....they all make me feel BAAAAAAAAAAAD BAAAAAAAAD....i never thought that i will get into such a depression and mesiry....

i just feel im not ok..i really need a psychiatrist

i guess marki can help in such a thing..

the reason is(OR SHOULD I SAY REASONS)(BUT IM NOT GOING TO TALK BOUT THEM IN DETAILES)BUT I CAN SAYTHAT THE MAIN THING IS THAT PPL BELIEVE  that nothing im doing is right...nothing....not working not teaching not studying not eating sleeping talking walking.....everything is  W R O N G.

NO BODY LIKES WHAT IM DOING...IM ALWAYS BEEN SHOUTED AT.FROM ALL...NOT ONLY MY PARENTS..EVEN STRANGERS...THEY THING  THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING AND THEY KEEP TELLING ME EVERYSTEP I MAKE IS A DESASTER...AND THAT IM SO FOOLISH AND UNWISE IN EVERYTHING...they r driving ME NUTS AND MAD IM NOT GOING TO BE A NORMAL PERSON ANYMORE SOON...

IM EITHER SLEPING THESE DAYS OR CRYING ,WORKING  AND DOING MISTAKES(AS THEY SAY WHILE I FIND EVERYTHING I DO IS OK AND NORMAL )=AND GETTING  SHOUTED AT...

DUNNO WHAT TO DO ...IM NOT EATING WELL..I BARELY DRINK WATER ...MAYBE 1/4 ML EVERYDAY..IMAGINE...IF I DONT GET CRAZY SOON ILL DIE COZ OF A BAD HEALTH.....BUT THEY DONT SEE THAT AND FEEL IT THEY JUST SHOUT AND SHOUT AND BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING ...MY LIFE IS SHIT...I THINK IM GOING TO STOP WORKING SOON,MAYBE TS THE BEST WAY TO KEEP AWAY THE BAD WORDS FROM ME...

MAYBE THEY R RIGHT..IM NOT WISE AND NEED  ALOT TO LEARN...BUT NOT IN THIS WAY ...NOT DIRECTLY AND THAT SUDDENLY..NOT LIKE THAT...I SWEAR THEY R GOING TO LOSE ME IN THIS WAY THEY R TREATING ME...I SWEAR , AND MARKI CAN TELL...I USED TO BE SMILING ALL THE TIME AND DONT GIVE A FUCK FOR ANYTHING HAPPENS OR ANYBODY ..I LOOKED SO JOYFUL AND LIKE ENISCENT BABIES, AN ALSO USED TO TALK ALOT AND ALOT I USED TO SHARE EVERYBODY EVERYTHING MY OPINIONE ...EVERY SINGLE THING...BUT NOW I BARELY TALK ..I FEEL LIKE IF IM GONNA SAY ANYTHING ITS GONNA APEARE WTONG...I DONT HAVE A SELFCONFIDENCE ANYMORE,....IM SCARED I LOSE IT FOR EVER...IM NOT THAT  TYPE OF GULS...

I LOVE TO LIVE MY LIFE HAPPILY THE WAY I WANT IT....

BUT.......

 

 

 

 

 

.........................................................MY TEARS TALK BOUT ME MORE NOW NOT MY WORD ANYMORE .....

 

 

I JUST WANNA GET OUT OF HERE........I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN SUCH A CIRCUMSTANCE...ILL GET I N S A N E.......

OR WANNA KILL MY SELF...COZ I SWEAR THAT OTHER DAY ..(I MIGHT BE CRAZY TO SAY IT,AND MUST NOT..BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE IM NOT SHAME OF IT ...COZ LOST ALL MY FEELINGS THSES DAYS I SWEAR)SO THAT OTHER DAY MY MUM WAS SHOUTING AT ME COZ OF SOMETHING SILLY...U WONT BELIEVE IT SHE GOT MAD COZ I STAYED MUCH IN THE SHOWER TAKING A BATH....SO SHE WAS SHOUTING OUTSIDE AND IM SHOWERING....BUT I COULDNT HOLD IT ANYMORE I COULDNT HEAR HER ANYMORE SO I GOT MAD AND LOST MY MIND...AND BELEIVE IT OR NOT  I HIT MY HEAT WITH THE WALL OF THE BATHROOM AND GOT DIZZY AND WAS ABOUT TO FAINT INSIDE ALONE...THATNK GOD NOTHIING MUCH HAPPENED...EXCEPT THAT I MIGHT COMMIT SUICIDE 1 DAY..

SHE HEARD THE WALL GETTING HIT BY ME AND SHE STILL DIDNT CARE SHE KNEW IT AND ONLY SAID..(YES U CRAZY HIT UR SELF)......AND WALKED AWAY.......IS SHE A MOM A MOTHER .....SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL  SHE IS NOT MY REAL MOTHER COZ SHE NEVER TREATS ME AS HER LOVELY DAUGHTTER ...NEVER EVER SHE SIAD A NICE WORD TO ME.....

EXCEPT OFFCOURSE FEW TIMES SHE WAS NICE AND LOVELY AND I WISHED SHE STAYES THAT WAY FOR EVER...IF U SEE HER WHEN SHE IS NICE TO ME ...TREATING ME AS A GROWAN UP AND GETS ME STUFF..BAL BLA BLA ...U WONT BELIEV ITS  THE SAME PERSON THAT SAYS SUCH A THING NOW....

I DONT KNOW IF TS REALLY ME THAT BAD ....THEY R MAKING ME BELIEVE THAT IM WOTHLESS PERSON CRAZY AND UNWISE....BUT EVEN IF THAT WAS WRGHT...THEY SHOULD HAVE FEELINGS TOWARD ME AND TEACH ME HOW TO GET A  BETTER PERSON IN A NICE WAY....AND AT THE END THEY SAY ITS ALL FOR MY BENIFIT..AND THEY WANT THEIR DAUGHTER THE BEST...HEHE THATS MAKES ME LAUGHT..THEY MAKE SOME 1 THE BEST BY LETTING HIM LOSE HIS MIND RIGHT....!!!

ANYWAYS I CANT HOLD IT ANYMORE...I CANT STOP CRYING ...ISN`T IT ENOUGHT THAT IN MY BEST AGE IM LIVING IN SUCH A FUCKING ENVIROMENT AND PLACE ...AND COUNTRY..WHERE U CANT BE NORMAL AND CAN NEVER BREATH FREELY...ISNT IT ENOUGHT THAT I HAVE TO GET A TAXI EVERYDAY BACK FROM MY WORK ALONE.......

 

TELL ME ANSWER ME......

I REALLY NEED UR EVERYPERSONS HELP IN HERE........................

BUT U KLNOW WHAT ITS ALL WORTHLESS..ITS ALL MY FATE...

THEN EVEN IF U R GOING TO HELP I`LL PROBABLY BE DEAD BY THE TIME I HAVE TO GET UR ADVISES COZ I BARELY GO ONLINE THSES DAYS AS U SEE..........

I DONT WANT U TO GET INTO A DIPRESSION NOW COZ OF MY FUCKING PROBLEMS...PLEASE FOR WHO EVER READS THIS...READ IT NOW AND FORGET IT NOW TOO............I WANT U ALL TO LIVE NICE LIVES COZ I WILL FEEL THAT SAME GOOD IF U R ...OK..

THEN NO 1 CAN FEEL WHAT IM FEELING RIGHT NOW...MAY BE FEW...BUT IF MY PARENTS DONT FEEL ME WHO IS GOING TO...??!!!!!

 

ANYWAYS...

 

PEACE OUT .

 

 U MIGHT THING I WAS EXAGERATING ....BUT NO IM NOT AT ALL.....BUT I STILL SAY I MIGHT BE WRONG AND BAD AND UNWISE AS THEY SAID ...BUT I BELIEVE THAT IM REALLY NOT WELL...

 

hey u there...how is it going....
every thing is all right in here..i went again to school today filled the application and gave it to the principal and then she told me to stay in grade 2 for the resent time till everything is stabeled...u know my position , salory, and everything as a teacher..im proably or for sure the youngest teacher in there...but every body shows that she/he likes me...but atrually every1 is jelous and evey me....because im young no experience and they still excepted me ...and treat me as a teacher coz as they said they dont give applications to asisstant ones.....anyways........hope everything gets better and better...oh and by the way they also envey me coz im the second and only K girl in there(marki understands this for sure)

anyhow....i must go now to study coz i havent been studying anything for this week..
so ciao........

HELLO EVERY1...today was a VERY LONG day at school ..yesterday was my first day it was more fun than today but was crazy...imagine that after i went there and taught for 3 periods they considered me as a volanteer...and that they wont give me any salory coz im only helpig...u know...i went nuts when i heard that but kept my calm cute uncaring look..then i had my friend(a teacher  there..she is older than me but a friend of the family and she is the 1 that wants me to worl with her in being an asisstant of her grade=2=)...so she talked to them and made them understant that im not there for free coz i got beter stuff to do than waisting my time in there..i could sleep,study do whatever but not go there fo free...DAHHHHHH....so they said that they wont give much salory they even redused it to 1000sr...and if i agree they would take me the the boss as they call him to make every thing up and  start officially....but i didnt want to go there 1st the day was almost over then i wanted to see my parents 1st..anyways i went back today and sat in his waiting office from 7:30 till 11...to talk to him for only 1 min...he is a son of a,...........akhhhhhh whatever..i hated it ..i had to sit there ,nervious ,without any breakfast ..nothing feeling cold or actualy freezing coz of their  AC..that we couldnt put off  coz its for all the building there is not switching off buttom..then when he calledme i fel i was gonna faint infront of him then i went in side he was nice and appolojized for leting me wait then he ONLY talked to me for 1 min.......i hate it as much as i liked it coz i really wanted to be out of his office...i dont remember what he said..but i remeber i talked in english and soft voice ..(they told me that i dont have to talk in english)but when i went there he spoke in english so i did too...i think its better since im gonna teach in english...right...
but something weird happened after..he sent me back to the female principle to tell her to call him and then she will tell me bout my position...but while he was talking he said something about  salery and he might increase it a lil bit...TAHT IS GOOD....but whats wierd is that when i told her and she called him(ofcourse afetr she made me wait for  half an hour TOO)she gave me and application paper...(all the teachers there said i was lucky coz non of the asistant teachers too aplication papers-and that i was lucky to get accepted in such a school with out any previous experiances..but is ok coz ill get experiance now if i work...anyways back to what was wierd...is that he called me back(WHAT DOES HE WANT) I still dont know coz i couldn`t see him coz until i arrived to his office the owner came and then u know he is the owner so i had to go home and  he couldnt see me=im gonna go on saturday to see what is going to happen... ........the good thing about it all is that the girsls in the calss loved me ....and want me there.............lol
anyways now u should wish me real luck...coz i will indeed need it....
so ciao now.........and take care..



PS: QR is a course that is in arabic and talks about the university and its system(distance learning)
      AR is arabic course
      EN is english course

    TU is computer course and is about learning online                                                                                                                          

 

hello every 1 i guess u all missed me as much as i m issed u too...
today is my 2nd day of college...yesterday was 1st i gad a lesson from 4pm till 6 pm ..it was about computer and studying online...1st i went inside there was lots of ppl (students)...and didnt know where to go i started with a friend of mine searching for the calss we should go to and as i was asking some girls...some 1 puts his hand arround my waist and says "hi haa/what r u doing here" i turne and its an old class mate ..actually not a calss mate coz she as 2 years older than me..i say hi and i was surprised to see her there i was surprised more to find her saying hi to me coz she always hated me..her   name is madona...i say hi ..and ofcourse i tell her im studying her we talked a bit and just as we r talking i find that my calss is  just infront of me and my friend grapping me from my hand to take me inside coz we were kinda late(lol 1st day and late)anyways i go in and we start the lesson 1st i know no 1..2nd the place is like a computer lap..full of computers...and we sat there and the teacher started teaching..(dah).....then i got nothing from her and felt so lost we had to do every thing online and she was jumping from 1 page to another like crazy ...i was asking alot and alot(i guess she hated me for that)...anyways..all is fine...i have a lesson now at 6 to 8..its about self studying skills...it sux coz its the only subject afterarabic mane subject in arabic(got me..)+qwe have only 2 subjects in arabic this 1 called GR!)! and  the mane arabic 1 wich is bout arabic and arabic grammar................its too long and hard...:but i liked it a bit coz i like explaining in arabic and writting and thats what its all about..it talks bout colleges around the world...and the sysytem they follow which is the distance studying and the open studying which my uni also follows..

anyways...nothing is so special about my college since i dont come much her to take direct lessons for my courses=

(i only come 4 time=SUNDAY from 4to6 once a week  

                                 MONDAY (every week )from 4to 6 tooonce for english classes and once for GR

                                 TUESDAY(once a week)from 6 to 8 for arabic skills

got to go now

HELLO EVERYONE ... let me start 1st with thanking every body that visited my journal and left small nice words here...but 1st i must thank the 1 that made that happen who is marki...well GIVE HERE A CLAP....LOL im just kidding..even though she deserves it...
anyways things are stabled here./..nothing is getting better i was dreaming of getting a job somewhere here...and just when they wanted me to work as an asistant for grade 2...(and i felt so happy for that..)they sai that i must wait untill the class is complete...i dunnu if thats true or its just a nice way to say we dont need u any more...any how...im still aiting for them to call me....
anyways....my college is on sunday im kinda excited about it..even though my calls is in the afternoon and only for 2 hours...but its still good ...i got alot to study for this semester...its my fault i registered for too many courses...and no turning back now...
ok no much news...life is boring over here...im home all the time i do nothing i dont even watch tv much anymore i dont even connect the net alot anymore as u notice....i just sit do nothing at home...i study a little bit for while to while just to pass time..

ok now i guess i must go coz i got  some friends over now and its not sweet to stay online while they r there beside me just staring at the screen...im being a boring gul these days....
so take care and bye for now...
peace out...

 

U KNOW WHAT I JUST REALISED THAT LIFE REALLY SUX...COZ THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM TYPING THIS STUPID BLOG.... WHAT I HAD SAID IN THAT BLOG THE 1 THAT DIDNT GET POSTED...WAS: THAT FOR A WHILE I THOUGHT I WONT BE ABLE TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG FOR SOME CHANGES AND PROBLEMS IN THE HOUSE I THOUGHT THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO GO ONLINE FO LONG...BUT NO I FOUNF OUT THAT ITS NOT THAT ITS ALL MY BAD LUCK NOTHING MORE...NOTHING IS WITH ME ...I FEEL THAT THI SWHOLE WOLD IS AGAINST ME...ANY WAYS AS IF ANY 1 WOULD EVER CARE..ACTUALLY ONLY 1 PERON WOLD READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND 1 PERSON WOULD CARE AND FEEL WITH ME...ITS MY ONLY REAL FREIND..WHO IS MARKELLA....YEA AND FOR THE 1ST TIME I DONT HAVE TO FAKEN HER NAME OR ANYTHING I DONT CARE ANYMORE COZ WHO LOVES WILL FORGIVE ME AND LOVES ME MY OWN...I DONR ME LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I MEAN STAY AS A GOOD FRIEND...BUT NO ACTUALL I DO CARE BUT SO WHAT ....IM NOT GONNA HIDE ANYTHING ANY MORE NO MATTER WHAT...IM SORRY IF NOT EVERY BODY IS UNDERSTANDING ME WELL HER BUT IM SURE MARK IS GETTING IT ITS SOMETHING BETWEEN US... ANYAWYS I WAS SAYING THAT I FOUND OUT THAT ITS ALLL MY BAD LUCK....U KNOW Y ...COZ IT WASNT THE PROBLEMS THAT WERE GOING TO NOT LET ME FEEL COMFY USING MY NET ITS SOMETHING WORSE....ACTUALLY MY INTERNET IS GETTING STOLLEN EVERY TIME I GET A NEW CARD I USE IT FOR A WHILE THEN NXT TIME ITS EMPY..I JUST REMEMBERED THAT THIS USED TO HAPPEN WITH ME B4 AND AN THEY TOLD ME NOT TO SAVE THE INTERNET PASSWORD ON MY PC COZ IT WILL GET STOLLEN AGAIN...I DUNNU WHY ALL THIS HAPPENES TO ME...I HVENT DONE ANYTHING BAD I TRY TO BE SO GOOD ALL THE TIME...I M NOT SAYING IM AN ANGEL COZ WE ALL HAVE MISTAKES ....WE R NOT PERFECT...BUT I STILL DUNNU ... ANYWAYS SINCE IM USING MY FRIENDS INTERNET NOW THEN I MUST NOT STAY LONG....ILL TRY TO WRITE MORE OFTEN...NOW I LEAVE U IN PEACE AND WISH U ALL GOOD LUCK IN UR LIVES HOPING THAT GOD MAY ALSO FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT EVER I HAVE DONE AND GIVES ME SOME LUCK TOO BYE AND TAKE CARE... SEE EVEN A QUIZE SAID IM GOOD:

How evil are you?

What type of eyes do you have?" - Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." =========================================  "What kind of flower are you?" - Results: Your a Rose. Your beutiful, gracefull, elegant, and your quite popular in the flower world "Results: ======================================== "What Kind of Smile are You?" - Results: You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to.

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"What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)" - Results:

You are the most important person in his life. He would do anything to see you smile. Actually, he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always getting lost in your eyes, always treating you like a princes and always saying a joke to make you laugh your head off while he smiles at your hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you were destined to fall in love with.

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What element would you rein over? (For Girls)" - Results:

Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are usually content with life.

 

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what tarot queen are you ?

 

 

Queen of CUPS/ Chalices
This card symbolizes a woman who is a wife or
fiance or otherwise qualities of romanticism
and sensuality. You tend to have more feeling
and imagination than common sense and your
nature is dreamy. One of your flaws because of
this might be that sometimes you are not too
willing to get out of your daydream in order to
give a helping hand to a friend. Nevertheless,
you can make a good wife and a loving mother.
You are probably one of the Water signs:
Pisces, Cancer, or Scorpio.
The fact that you got this as your result means
that in tarot readings this is the card that
should be your significator (the card that
represent you).

 

 

 

HELHELEHELHELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOO..EVERYONE... I MISSED U LOADS...
well excuse me for being so late to  post a new entry ...but u know me im always busy busy busy…especially after last time when I wrote everything and then nothing was posted and had lost everything I wrote ..i got even more lazy and desperate …plus im never free...and if i was free im sleeping...lol..its my life.. i love sleeping....just like that other day (2days ago) i slept until 5PM no 1 believed it..and when i woke up i was still sleepy...imagine. even my friend called me at 2 pm and i told my brother to tell her that ill call later on..but she insisted to answer her coz it was already late for sleeping. so i got up talked to her planed for a shopping aftr noon and then she made me promise that i wont go ack to sleep...but guess what I DID...uhh...dad got so mad at me..but oh well we still went shopping.....and regarding shopping ..i went shopping last Thursday(9-9-04)with hauwa...to faysalya and that day was crazy dangerous day...or night if u want...coz as we r there in faisalya....ppl were following us like aunts...slaves or i dunnu what to call them...especially guys as if we were the only guls over there...anyways it was still nice until i decided to sleep over and we decided to go out  form the mall and get a taxi...coz over there we saw real hell...as we found a cab Saudi insane guys were following us with their huge vehicles...i never saw something like that i know guys chase girls but not this way...the only thing they wanted is getting us into their cars i swear coz i guy on his motor tried to open our  car door...but thank god we had locked every where...they were showing their mobile numbers on their car windows ....expecting us to take it...but that was still ok ...till that crazy badawish guy started chasing us with his pick up and hitting out car ...that moment i freaked out and i promised to call police for him… he did nt want to leave alone ...until i showed him that i was taking his plate number and calling the police...and the he just ran way like a freaked chicken...they deserve it..i swear i was calling the 999...but  hawua didn’t let me coz they where going to call for us and ask lots questions...but the good thing that the 50 car disappeared when we were close to her home...we went home and told  halima her sis and her neighbor who is called hauwa too and they couldn’t believe us..but now they do coz just yesterday that happened with them and hauwa again at the same place...lol...this is Saudi Arabia.......believe it or not..

the rest of my week was bullshit...i was waking up so early to to school with my brother to buy him books from stupid guls that forgot to bring the books every day…until they made me go daily to remind them and finally they got  them on Wednesday after the whole week was over....
my weekend as ok..i had 2 days of shopping. spent a lot...while got few stuff....i had a birthday on wednesday it was fun...met new guys and old friends(guls)...had some dance some good food and little of chatting and at the end i found out that  1 of the guys was in a school of my friends...and we had the same friends...(he is in future windows)...we almost know the same ppl....that was nice...remembering them ....I MISS EVERY 1 OF THEM...and i wonder bout what they r doing now...!!!

guess what got lots of stuff to do better than writing here..i had missed too many entries of tigress’s and must go read them plus got to take some quizzes ...ill put the results here when im done..
so goodnight. bye bye...
oh and before i forget ..im going tomorrow (Saturday)...to my sucky university to chose my first term’s courses...wish me a good luck.
Ciao...or…peace out